Posted by: Chloe | November 12, 2007


I held it as long as I could. All the emotions of the past week have just exploded and I feel myself being pulled down into a black hole of despair. God is with me and I know He cares. I am able to survive because He gives me the strength to do so. I think I just stuck to the goal of getting my mother to the treatment place and taking charge so much that I forgot about myself for a few days.

I’ve said quick prayers on the way to do her errands and I know our church and friends have been praying but I’ve just stuffed any pain or hurt my mother did to me over these past few days in order to get this thing taken care of. I think I overstuffed and now I’m paying for it.

I’m so emotional and my husband is trying so hard to understand today. God is with us so we will get through this.


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