Posted by: Chloe | September 12, 2008

Counseling Session 1

Draining and perhaps a little refreshing at the same time.  I liked the counselor.  I’ve gone to Christian counseling several times in the past 12 years but it’s usually women and they have more of a Christian counseling background versus clinical background.  This guy has both and I liked his observations.  He tied God into the equation but also let me know why I was having some of the physical problems – unable to sleep, irritability, mild panic attacks.  The main thing is that it seems with mom’s passing, the door to my childhood got reopened.  I think I’m angry with this because I have dealt and resolved things regarding my childhood yet it’s coming back to haunt me.  I have forgiven and mostly forgotten.  I have prayed, cried and confronted people in the past.  I do not want to go through this again which is why I need to learn to cope and deal with this stuff that has reared its ugly head again.  And don’t you know that satan is just laughing and putting his hands in the mix also.  he’s found a crack and thinks he’s going to win or continue the pain.  I will say it out loud to you satan – you will be put back in your place and I will overcome this through my Lord, Jesus Christ.  You hear that!

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